at this point of time, even after receiving his text, yanting is still very very down.
theres so many things happening around her, and its controlling her life.

theres so much i wana tell him,

but i cant.

how i wish things, have not happened this way,

but its inevitable, cos its in the blood.

whatever it is, i guess onli time heals everything la huh...

anywae, yup..had a pretty enjoyable time today! met dawn at my place, went tanning!! (=

finally, im tanned! im much contented le la.. hehe...

went for ban mian at CP!

(again, that place reminds me of someone)

den went to bugis, jalan jalan..but found nth! sad... haha.. oh ya!

we headed town to meet et, den sun bian send my phone for servicing, then went to hula n co to get our dresses! (= loves.

den went to chinatown! haha.. in fact more like china square to help dwanny to look for a place la, den anyhow chiong for dinner! n we missed our ice cream!!!~ sry dawn!! hahahaha..

see? my beautiful leggg

sleeping buddha, more like it.

finally, an off for yanting today! (=
was a pretty busy day for yanting and dawn!
we had our hair done! woots.. i got my doggie fringe cut! is shuang daooo,
covered my highlights..
guai guai look sia.. =p

dawn had to leave to meet mr chee, for dinner! poor her..
haha.. den i went to meet shi yun!! waa.. she brought me to bugis for this steamboat dinner la...
im suffering from gastric pain le... sad.
anywae, i reali had a great time today!!!!

thanks to both shi yun and dawn! u guys lighten up my day, despite that image of him is stil there, but u guys were there for me!! =D

the leftovers of the hamsters.

i had a great day! =D

well, im trying my best to diversify the attention span on you,

doing anything and everything that helps.

the emotional pain that ive received is pretty great,

cos it ended before it could begin.

the next thing i noe,

mr princy is gone.

to you.

ok.. i seriously duno what happened!
i seriously duno wat happened, out of the blue, u tell me its yr temper?
and u expect me to accept it?
im yanting, i may look simple, but im not.
im not someone whom u can throw tantrums at!
not for u to dote when u're happy.
i have feelings too can!
whatever it is, its all bygone.
i duno what decision u had made, but im respecting u.
yes. u can say, im good at turning off guys. exactly.
this is what i m.

probably u're disturbedby dat movie mate thingy?
or watever? i reali got no idea abt WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON!!!!
but im glad, dat it happened. though its short, but i cherished everything, including u.
thanks for the past month you given me.
u've been a great friend of mine.
n i reali hope things can turn out normal at the end of the day,
bcos i miss u.


all the best in life.

just reached home!! (=
washed up, but stil feeling pretty akwake to blog at this time.
its reali a day, its so much fun and a little of sadness la.
happy is bcos its just my day!
i saw dawn this aftnn for my break, aft work, mummy picked me up den went home to wash up n out to pick kun, den headed for geylang to meet yong n army!
whenever i pass geylang, it reminds of a person, a person whom i wouldn't be seeing anymore?
anyway,
met them bout 12? yup, had soy bean n you tiao, den headed for for oriental plaza at chinatown for k session!
its been a long time since i had k session with them le la! finally,
sang till like 3? yup, den sent army home, den went for supper! (more like breakfast).
guess wat? had maggie meee la!
dam ke lian can!
headed home after that! which is now im blogging at this time.


thanks guys!
i reali had fun today!!! (=

another mini gucci gathering, cos its the b'dae of our beloved manager! (=

happy b'dae to kak nora!

this post is for everyone out there!



theres this old saying, cherish everything before its too late.
its old, but it holds a strong meaning behind it.
have you guys ever wonder, what if one day,
u reach home, expecting yr family to be there like everyday,
suddenly, they are gone.
gone meaning,
the warm and cheerful house, becomes a cold place.
U dun receive any naggings from yr parents,
nobody to ask u hows yr day,
nobody to give u a warm hug when u're down,
nobody to encourage u when u're not doing well.
its a nightmare, incase u guys dun noe.

not cherishing the past,
not being able to turn back the hands of clock,
to spend time with yr family.

to see and hear thier laughter.
to hear thier naggings,
to be scolded, because they care.

whatever it is, the most impt thing is to cherish them before its too late.

haha.. found these pic at my sis's profile!!

okay.

today's sabbath, and im off again! (=

nice right...

haha.. anywae, today was totally diff! a diff sat i had.

this mrnn, we haf mac's for breakfast before heading for church, was there on time la, cos i drove to church! (=

ya, den aft chruch, dawn actually came up with the idea of going to Cp for ban mian! waaa.. finally leh, my cravings for CP's ban mian is strong daoooo! finally la, gotta eat.

anyway, aft lunch we went to tampines to collect my granny's cake, sun bian go window window abit here n there la!

dropped her at the mrt station, den headed home to return the car n left the cake at home! princy was outside my place le la, faster den me lo!

went to his place for awhile, den headed for Canton Wok at Joo Chiat for dinner!

but wasnt dat filling la, most of it was seafood, ya, so gotta skip!

see the sunken eye socket? got it frm too much of crying

im the fairest among all?!!!

the ladies. (=

see the resemblance?

yanting is happy!

Finally! Econs paper is over! yeay! u guys out there know how boring is is econs ant la, and today the paper is officially over!

went shopping today with dawn! wow.. its like decades since i went shopping le la, real long lo.

hmm..

aft my paper we went to PM at cine, i had my chicken bolognese and dawnny had her duno what thing! (=

officially return dawn the money i owed her, for helping me to get my dress last Saturday evening! thanks dawnny!! (=

supposedly, we were suppose to went for k session, and since dawnny had hers ytd with zoey and im having a bad sore throat then we decided to skip k session and went for window shopping, as im seriously broke! n is reali broke daooooooo... but in the end stil shop la! haha.. find all means to get the money la, be it my bank or thru credit card la, just pretty contented with today's shopping. Got my sundress and the other is duno wat la!

anywae, guess wat? dawnny got her 1st bikini today.. aft soooooooooo long la.. haha! can go tanning with her le! n i'll make sure that im reali tanned this time! (= and im her when she got her 1st bikini! its my honour leh...=p

our usual.

anywae, drop by taka to see my watch le!! it will cost my $558 to get it. but i seriously like it alot leh!

im gonna work for it!

AR0527

though its for mens de la, but stil, its dam nice can! (=

oh yes! im going to take my papers in less den 2 hours le.. not reali prepared for it la, but cant be bothered.
haha...
aft 3 hours of torture, i'll be meeting dawn for watever reason, but for all i noe is im gonna let my hair down n have fun before im going back to work tmr. =p

wish my good luck huh!!! =p

loves.

well, at this point of time, i should be studying for my Econs paper, instead of blogging!
my paper is just less den 48 hours awy, and yet im getting restless leh,
and that princy is in his lala land leh!!!

anywae, aft being suffocated over a matter which i wun be saying, i finally found someone to talk to. believe it ant, its a person whom i actually dislike most in the past. n yet today she pulled me out of the dark well.
if u're thinking who dat person is, she's actually one of my colleague, yong.
she told me this: "no matter what happens around you, dont use your ears to listen. Rumours are contagious and u'll never know which of them is true. However, use your heart to judge".

she gave me this q and it ans all!
the q goes like this.

yong: "If one day, one of yr gf tells u that your husband is having affair with another person, which witnessed it, what will your reaction be?"

me: " i'll believe my gf, cos she's my gf."

yong: "but will you get a divorce right awy?"

me: "no, i will investigate the problem, myself."

with this ans, that i answered it myself, it tells it all. No matter what i hear, its just a matter of whether its true anot, but most importantly, is to judge the person with your heart and time tells it all.

simple?
but yet i was oblivious to such a simple ans.
dumb right? hahaha!! (=

its all over.
but its just the beginning.

this post is specially to dawnny!!

girl! guess wat? aunty msged me this mrnn, she recevied the parcel we sent her le la! =p
plus, she already watched already, den she tell me she received le! idiot right ?
next time send undies over! =p

haha.. Vietnam's undies all holes de, esp aunty's!! (=

p.s. at least im not as dumb as we tot la hor????