last night, i was told that I'm somehow emotional. indeed, i am. at many a times, I've tried numbing myself from the surroundings and tried living in the world of mine, so as to not get affected by this sinful world. (i'm not saying, that i'm not a sinner too)
time after time, i failed. failed to accomplished, whatever that has happened around me, cos' I'm just too vulnerable to handle emotional matters, just let alone be bidding good-byes to my loved ones, every time they take a step away, further, from my life, my world tends to break down. there's no doubt that, friends come and go, but i personally do not see friends and just "friends", i see them as part of my life, hence, i'm emotionally attached to them.my life revolves around me friends, and that's for sure! (: I'd cherish every minute that i had, but this world is just filled with many cons and pros around! i ought to keep a watch out for who's around me and what will happen next. Is this what a friendship supposed to be? i guess, trust is not something that can be built overnight, and i personally feel that, if one can trust a person just overnight, that person must be insane, or prolly, that person must never have been hurt over trust-matters?

nonetheless,

there are still many happy things to call be happy about in life!
ok, 1st thing 1st, is my darling's b'day is just around the corner! its gonna be on the 2nd of Nov. its the 11th hour, and im stil cracking my brains, to what i can get for her..
and on the day itself, if i can help, i wanna be there to help her for the setup and stuff, and i hope that the evening will just be a nice want.

baby girl, a happy advance'd 20th birthday to you 1st, and i'll be counting the days to your big day! =D

secondly,

THE PERFECT CUT, is back on air, due to the overwhelming response from the audience back at home! wheee... a whole new series for me to watch! (:

alright, im really running out of brain juice to what i've gotta say! (:
thanks for reading my blog, peeps.





p.s.
i MISS,
all my girlfriends,
dawnny, yun and qing!!

Exhausted.

hey hey... im back! its been like a few days since i've blogged la.. been running out till dawn, till im already drained out!
wait till i have the pics, im gonna upload them alright?
anyway, last 2nights, we actually went to Changi Beach, and ended in Old Changi Hspl (OCH). ok, there was only me and him. i was damn hesitated to go can? cos that was my 1st time, going to such place like only 2 person? grr... anyway, that place realli brought back alot of old school days memories!
the last time i went there, was with hmmm.... teck yong, wei qun, joe, ronnie, cindy, aivy, and def. for ah how! haha.. the rest, i cant really recall. but those are already histories and memories that can only be reminisce.

nvm! (:
good evenings for today and tmr! im going to catch saw v and the coffin! movie marathon? haha.. but that's what i like! (:

okok.. i got the pics uploaded le! (:

me and my tally boyfriend.

can you see the aircraft?

changi's cat.

the empty road.

Today.


went to tamp with my sis yanyi, for lunching cum shopping? ha.. got my ear plugs le! best thing is, its the same colour as my little ipod. (: i love it to the max!
oh.. anyway, mum and sis will be leaving for HK, on the 27th nov? geess. i wana go so badly! but i guess, i'll be working cum studying around that period of time again.
nvm, if theres a chance i'll go someday with myself? or maybe with someone who wana go abroad with me? haha..

ding tai fung! (:

the ear buds.

the perfect match.

i've found a new past time! and guess what it is? its, taking sceneries of places. its just so nice! (: the satisfaction in me, whenever i reminisce the good days wherever the pics are taken.. anyway, yup.. went with my him, from esplanade to fullerton, to boat quay and back to bedok 85 for supper? haha..
superb evening i had. oh, and i kinda found out another mode in my cam. hehe.. which is the scenery mode.. the effects are not bad too! (:

landscape mode.

landscape mode too.

the pics below are taken by him. (:

that's all! (: ok, this will be onli the beginning of the session i hope. haha.. i want more! i love scenery taking, since i dun reali like me look, cos' im not photogenic. whatever!

tmr, there will be several errands to be run!

-delivering the ring to my darling girl, at OG chinatown.

-bringing Jackets for dry-cleaning at Presto, taka tmr.

-gotta get my passport done!

i tink that's for the time being? will update more infos ltr.

miss ya!

Exams Are OVER! (:
haha.. i guess, that's something to call for a celebration, cos my accounts is officially over! whoppie!
another thing, besides end-of-exams to call for an celebration is, i've gotten my ring! ok, more like WE've gotten our rings le..

ytd was indeed a splendid day i had! spent like the whole entire day out? from like 9am till 3 am? beat tired.
but it was fun! oh oh oh... i caught High School Musical 3 last night. rate? bout 5/5? yuppie. its real touching. i alomost teared though. opps.


oh, and i met his group of friends last nigh? although, my frequency was not able to link to thiers, but well, enjoyed the dinner alot.
and that gave me an idea to where i can bring my darling qing for her b'day le! (:

our rings.

while taking a break from my studies.......

i realised, and im really taken aback by the no. of ppl reading my blog everyday.
thanks for those who are reading my blog! (:
that really gave me extra encouragement to continue blogging!
anyway, erm... regarding last nights "friends" post, im really grateful to have ppl like my darling (qing) and ah how, to drop me a text to see how i was doing!
hehe..

how, you left me speecheless for a moment when i saw your text! =D
anyway, i found a few bibles texts last night, while reading the book of Proverbs and i found it pretty intersting and wana share it with you guys who are reading this post today! (:


the below texts are all taken from the book of Proverbs.
14:10
Each heart knows its own bitterness, and no one else can share its happiness.
14:30
a heart at peace gives life to the body, but envy rots the bones.
15:13
A happy heart makes the face cheerful, but heartache crushes the spirit.
15:30
a cheerful look brings joy to the heart, and good news gives health to the bones.



and i found this verse which i find it specially for E.T.
"commit to the Lord whatever you do, and your plans will succed."
you're given another chance to prove it right to you and your parents.
do it right and do it well, dont live under the eyes of others, cos' you're someone who doesnt deserve it that way.
no one is perfect, and at many a times, there will be failures along the path of your life!
pick yrself up, from where you fall and, learn from your mistakes and never commit them again! (:

all the best in whatever you do.

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

f.r.i.e.n.d.s. a seven letter word, its only a 7 letter word.
on the surface, yes, its just so simple, like the rest of the other words.
however, when it is dissected into pieces to see whats in it,
its actually nothing, but complications.
happened to saw someone's shoutout, in frienster.
he was saying smth like, "somethings, sometimes can never be the same again"
such a simple sentence, but he never understand how great is the impact to one.
he never understood, how much he meant to me all these while,
you maybe telling me that all the while, you dont feel that you're someone impt to me.
but yes, you are important to me.

all these years, ive tried making up for the past.
but as each time i try,
the further u got away from me.
cos you say, the only way, to let me go, is to avoid me.
boy, im really exhausted.
If this way seems the best for you, then by all means,
go ahead.
though, i never wanted this to happen.
but, its your game! (:

i surrender!

met my dear darling last evening for dinner at New York, city link. had our sumptuous dinner, followed by a little shopping that i was dying for the past whole week.
anyway, we finally went to get our rings! yay! me, yun's and of course qing's.
(qing, im not sure whether u will like the design that we've gotten for you, but stil, hope u'll like it! (: )
so if anyone, out there that sees me with a ring, pls dun anyhow assume things alright?
im collecting it on sat aft exams, bout like aft 2? gees.. im pretty worried bout my exams, but on the other hand, im just plain lazy to study la, hai.. plus, im so worried sick abt the person who is so dam sick, prolly was because i spreaded my lovely virus to him? ha.. anyway, ya, hope he'll get well soon! (:
and i guess i wun be coming online for these 2 days till my exams are officially over! i cant wait for that to happen. i hate exams!

snap shot.

our first dish of the night.

followed by this,

then, this.

this is hers.

finally, all in! (:

view from kallang station.

the empty station.

Night walk.





finally, had the whole entire day with him ytd. its a good thing that i also handed in my assignment to the school. its a total burden to have it lying around in my file. =p
anyway, i just discovered smth.
i realised that if you start walking from fort canning park, which is at dohby ghaut side, you can actually end up in clarke quay! and its a very nice walk, cos the whole entire walk way is covered by trees. the breeze is just so nice! (:

the stairways.

stairway to heaven. (:

clarke quay.

beautiful scenery.



it was a pity that i dint brought my camera along! (: if not, i'd have more awesome scenery to show you guy.