shout out: i’m going to 1st make this blog a happy blog. nth of those sad emo post will be posted up here, just in case that someone reads it and the war begins all over again. i’m sick of it.

 

all the ranting shall be made on another blog, which i guess no one has the link to it, accept a few?

 

anyways, still trying to get over the trauma that took place this morning, and i’m really grateful to those 2 people who were there for me. It made me realized that God is always with me, and that proves to be so true. At 4am? who will be awake at this time sia.. except for people who are really stressed la. haha.. whatever.

ya, so dawnny!! it was indeed a blessing from God to have you as a friend! really… you’ve never once forsaken me when i needed someone so badly. and perhaps that’s why you’ll be the one hearing and reading all the unhappiness that i’m facing. poor you!  so was it all coincidence that it all happened? haha..

 

several things to be completed by the end of the day! (:

-clean the house.

-go to the bank.

-perhaps daiso to get some stuffs

-last but not least, i need to go to courts before the promotion ends.

 

 

(:

 

God teach me that forgiving is the highest level of strength

and taking revenge is the first sign of weakness – iheartquotes.

Featuring Honey with my newly painted wall colour!!!  ♥

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

special thanks to mummy, mingus, honey and myself!!

i’m just super super contented with the colour I've chose for my wonderful room,

and i’m so super dam proud of myself la, haha!

tomorrow will be the last day of the painting session, and all the furniture will be back in place already.

 

nights world! (:

♥

 

 

 

the music played thru the speakers reminded me of the past

we used to had, when everything had just begun.

i’m not sure, if its a chance for me to reminisce the past? or it simply just make me want to tune to other station?

cos i realised that despite how much effort I've put in, it will just be in vain eventually.

At times, we tend to do “stupid” stuffs.

Stuffs that we “thought” it might be able to please the other party,

to make him/her smile,

to let him/her feel loved,

or even to make yourself visible in front of him/her.

But, many a times, we forgot that what we might have “thought” of,

might not have even bypassed his/her mind.

And at the end of the day?

You will feel like a clown in the circus, entertaining the audience, making them laugh till their tummies hurt,

and behind all those thick make up is all the sweat and hardwork that you’ve invested in the performance.

After the show, all they give you is that round of applause,

thinking that its your job

and you have got to do it well.

or they might even have watched it  a million and one time

and they expect you to be there every time when they are there to watch the performance?

you might feel contented,

you might feel like.. yes! literally a clown,

to both you and the audience.

Or maybe i should just make myself scarce,

and then, perhaps the audience might just miss me? hahaha

 

 

 

 

i’m still waiting for what i’ve asked for,

obviously it will no longer be a part of my prayer every night.

i want to witness, what will it be like without the help of God,

and i would like to see what will the actions be like.

But, bare this in mind,

i’m running low on my patience!!

brief updates:

 

will not be going into details.

my life is not, not interesting, its just that i’ve got no time and there’s no pictures to update,that’s all.

HAHAHA..

been running around the island for the past whole week with 妈妈, just to get her stuff ( more like for the household la), i’ve been to many different weird places and i’ve seen many weird weird stuff too..

but the point is not that. main point is that, i really enjoyed the times with my mum! really. i may not have income at the moment, but if i could choose to want cash or time with my mum, i would want my mum!! (dawn will agree with me too!!)

 

ohhh.. anyways!! had a filling dinner last night with the right people at the right place! its just so nice to see them around me so often then ever. it just lighten up the mood! (:

i can see that 2010 is a good year to begin with….

 

ok .. i’ll just end here. haha..

its a little random, but im in a hurry again.

 

looking forward to these dates:

1/26 – mingus b’day!

6/2 – yun’s advanced birthday celebration at Lunar!! =D

9/2 – yun’s actual birthday..

14/2 NYE, valentines day, and most imptly, its the 16th month.. and its counting on..

15/2 yanqi’s birthday

17/2 the wonderful mummy’s day.. (:

 

 

update you ppl with more rubbish soon! (:

………… continued from where we stopped from! (:

anyways, it was wei xiang’s birthday and obviously it was held at Swissotel the Stamford. Bes thing was the room was located on the 47TH storey lah..

really enjoyed my time snapping pictures of the beautiful scenery that was just right in front of my eyes!! you guys really ought to book at room someday, just to enjoy the cool breeze and beautiful scenery there… 

 

1st shot.

2nd.. .

3rd . . .

4th!! the final, i think the most perfect shot.

the background looks dam fake la.. (: sweet couple*

 

 

the beautiful scenery . . . .

 

 

ending my night here!! (:

good night peeps.

 

 

praying everything will be alright in time to come………