yes. thanks for last night. you made my night even though the evening was a lousy want.
i really had no idea how to face you.
all i could do was to hand over my life to God to take over.
and yes! thanks boy.. with you around, my smiles and laughter's are genuine.
my worries detoriated, gone with the wind! all my sorrows was washed away by the waters at ecp.
im grateful for last night! (:

i promise in future if ever happen that i need to step into SGH, i swear that i will never ever step into that place again! sad to say, i got lost in the station, which is outram. no matter where i go, from one end to the other, i just cannot find qing and shui rong. it took me like darn half an hour walking up n down. finally, we decided to meet at the hspl itself.

according to teck yong, he said ah pat was in block 5. it took me like 15mins walk frm the station and...... upon reaching the compound, i saw blk 123678 but not 5! i was like WTF?! cannot be la.. thank God i asked a staff and she directed me over. its like.. grrr!!!

the best part is.......we went up to where he was, n checked for his name, good nures was like " hmm.. this guy's name is rather familiar leh... "... i had a feeling that he was discharged already, thank you teck yong for the reliable information hur.. haha!

he was reali discharged 3 days ago le!

p.s. E.T if u're reading this post! please do not give any comment. i noe you're working there, but doesnt mean im. plus i got no sense of direction. so im bound to get lost in your lovely working area!! so pls dun laugh at me hor!!

do take care over at HK and have fun.. but please watch where you're walking cos i know theres alot of pretty girls! yup..

see ya soon.

ok.. im really sick of this world. geees.. just when i tot everything was going smoothly in life, God changed it. all the fairytales became nightmare. all the happiest moments turn out to be the most agonising period in life.

just when i thought, im almost there to changing my farking bitchy character of mine, just when i put down the shield all these while to protect myself from all the hurts and tormentations, someone came into me and knocked me down hard. and this time im really feeling so helpless and i cant even defend for myself.

you said yay, u're feeling much relieved after telling me those words, yes! of course you do, cos you don't know what am i feeling deep inside me. the shit that im taking and ive stil gotta put a smile across my face and say its alright when im actually not alright!!!

why must it be this way?! i hate this... but i cant be selfish too! friendship comes 1st! (:

this i understand. sorry to put you in the spot darling. i shouldnt be there in the 1st place.. but still, thank you for everything that you've given me.

I don't need a lot of things,
I can get by with nothing
Of all the blessings life can bring,
I've always needed something
But I've got all I want when it comes to loving you
You're my only reason, you're my only truth

I need you like water, like breath, like rain
I need you like mercy from heaven's gate
There's a freedom in your arms that carries me through, I need you

You're the hope that moves me to courage again
You're the love that rescues me when the cold winds,
rage
And it's so amazing 'cause that's just how you areAnd I can't turn back now 'cause you've brought me too far


Oh yes I do
Oh yes I doI need you
I need you

maybe im just depressed la.. beats me too. but my mood is just so dam lousy! hmm.. so many things happening around me.
oh.. n i heard from yun that pat was admitted to the hspl due to some accident, and shes gonna pay him a visit at SGH level 5 rm 7 55a.

but i suddenly feel that y must we onli visit ppl in the hspl or even at ppl's funeral. y cant we meet them like normal friends?
life sometimes gets too complexed to even understand all the "whys" and to understand all the "hows".....

happy b'day granny! (:

love is one illusion that i should forget, but there is something left in my head.

ha. this post there will be no pictures cos last night i went out with my buddies!! (:
buddies who are camera shy! aww..
anyway, i really really really had fun! its been like last 2months since i last met them.
drove down with kun to ps to meet armyboy! had long john's. lol! luckily me n armyboy had our dinner before we met up. =p
den bout like 10plus? met yong, wanted to catch a movie, but we were dam late, so guess what? we went to intl building, for k session. (our hiding corner)..


oh ya.. i had this shocking experience. if anyone of u had been to the party world at intl building, theres this room 13 located outside the toilet. mummy called, i went out to ans the call, den i was like eh.. how come there are fresh blood stains on the floor, i kpo-ed and went to follow the blood tracks, at the end of the hallway, suddenly i nearly bumped into 2 ladies, ( i saw them when i reached the place. ) dis girl, she was wearing a black dress, gess, her whole 2 legs was filled with blood. i guess its somewhere inside that was bleeding profusely. lol!
conclusion of this story, i also duno what happened.

anywae, as the session went on, i went to choose this 2 songs which i shouldnt had! one was take on me by A1 and the other was, I dont wana miss a thing.
it reminded me of the past we had, n i realised i miss dawn so dam much! the crazy stuff that we did in the room and the double dating we had in the past.
dawn, im onli left with you.
haha.. be back soon and stay strong alright?
rmb what i told u over msn k?
cos' you're always my little baby!!
eeee... mushy..

(:

today! is my beloved granny's b'day!! i tink 60plus. but not sure how old is she either! hehe.. (:
happy happy b'dae!

where you are is where i wana be.

lala!! (: went to vivo city with them for dinner... ok .. i reali love today, for the good matters! but as for my girl, i reali hope u can stay strong! pls darling.....

hmm.. tell u all a little la, saw this guy n friends outside novena square bus stop, i mean he was approaching the bus stop la, den he was looking at me, basic instinct is to smile at the person wan wat.. tio bo? we're waiting for 21 to go geylang serai, the bus took like half an hour la!! when the bus finally arrived, everyone rushed. n i seriously hate rushing for bus la, it shows ppl how ks r u sia.. den i waited for them to board, den that guy's friends all boarded le, except him, he actually waited for me to baord the bus then he board la...

den aft that...........

u all guess what happened lo.. haha!

menu.

mine!

yun's

qing's

ok.. just tell me that im a blonde! we wanted to look for a way up to mount faber, but seriously we got lost in some scary woods!

note: dawnny! its not those wonderful woods u went into! haha.. its dam scary.

sometimes i really wonder how does it feel to be like pampered.

recap recap!

alright.. ytd went to jacelyn'e baby 1st month lunch-ing. but before that, met qing to sqaure 2, there this DIY clay shop , cos she WANTED to do something for her SR, went to take a long, the stuff there are pretty nice, just that its abit costly la.. so yup .. we decided to get ourselves a box n and try it out!

ha.. anywae, met yun aft that and went up to her place! (:

stayed there till like, eh.. 7 den left for dinner.

guess where we ended up?

SP kfc! den we tried out the clay! it failed terribly!

the clay! (:

dawn, this is for u.

"formal" picture.

mothers-to-be.

loving granny! (:

our dinner!

that's how we ended our day! (: