(: finally, managed to did some little exercise despite the bad weather condition,but God made the aftnn well just for me. (:

He opened the clouds, and allowed the sun to shine in. n i love the sun.

but nevertheless, there were rains every once in awhile la, but i still enjoyed my blading session at east coast.

the beautiful nature that God has created. (:

i love dawnny! (:

haha!! guess wat?! im talking to dawn thru webcam la!! waa.. finally, my mic is working! (:
but dawn's webcam is not working!
(:
anywae, ytd went k session with them !! its so dam nice. though i was prettty tired la, but its stil nice seeing them aft all. had much fun last night.
had fun till like 3 plus? that's y im not in sch today! =p
oh.. n i just found out that armyboy is camera shy la.. eeee...
a person, who is working for mediacorp and someone who took up photography in laselle,
is camerashy! (:

(:

my quarreling partner!

the chaos.

smile. because it all happened,
you've did your best,
cherished the moments, appreciated and allowed it to happen.
Never frown, when everything has to be put to an end, but rejoice.
God has made you realised the truth,
that lies beneath the rock.
He prevented you from getting hurt.

Glad that you've only seen him as a friend,
and nothing much more.
To be there to give a lifting hand, when he was in need,
a shoulder to lean on when he was exhausted,
and a body to hug, when his world came crushing down.
At many a times, you assumed and presumed that he's different,
the only one that stands out among his freinds.
But the fact is, otherwise, from what you believed.
The trust and faith that you've invested in him might
have actually got lost somewhere.
The fact that you've been there countless times to be with him,
assured him and trying your best to provide him with the best,
and at the end of the day,
you realised that, NO! he's nothing different from his friends.
He who lied to you,
toyed your feelings,
assured you that everythings' gonna be alright,
and leaving you in a lurch at the end of the day.

Each and everytime, he returns,
your heart beats with anxiety, stress and joy! (:
because he's back.
but often, you've gotta be mentally prepared and be strong,
to foresee what happenes next.
cos' at the end, when he leaves, its your play,
your turn to pack up your feelings and get moving in life,
till his next return.

But time time around, what you've seen, its God's will.
Though, it hurts terribly,
and nothing much can change the fact that its this way.
Play smart, in future (if there is), never to be vulnerable again.
though he's the unque type, but he's not yours.


take me by the hand, take me somewhere new.

haha.. like wth la.. everyone is talking abt yanting's b'day, when its like a long road down..
anywae, pretty delighted! (=
oh ya.. tmr might be celebrating be earliest b'day with my boys! cos that armyboy will be busy filiming the duno wat thing le la.

i cant wait for tmr! i miss them so dam much leh! though, it was like i saw them so dam recently onli. but stil, im always, forever missing ppl de la.. (=

yun has already planned for the day, so meaning to say, i'll be spending my day with them!
p.s. PEI QING, IF POSSIBLE, MAKE YRSELF FREE ON THAT DAY K ?

anyway thanks for everyone is there to cheer me up! im so contented with u guys around.
dawnny, please stay strong for the sake of maybe me? =p

k la..
hope that everyone will have a wonderful week! (=

oooohhhhh... before i end!

during dinner, i so happened found this article!!!!

im so happy! others take years to set up a resto like this,

n im just 20!!

sometimes I run

sometimes I hide sometimes

I'm scared of you

but all I really want is to hold you tight

treat you right, be with you day and night

baby all I need is time.

got this from bing yuan. (:
thanks.
i guess this is the handphone strap i adore the most.
had one last time, but lost it on the way to vietnam, that morning! (:

a phone which holds a thousand meaning.

call me by my name.

im looking for a place

searching for a face

is anybody here i know

cause nothings going right

and everythings a mess

and no one likes to be alone.

(:

was contented with last night's meet up! im reali very happy! although, the mrnn was a real lousy wan, but thanks to ET, for your encouragement! (:

my day was much better in the aftnn, then it was the best in the evening all the wae till i got home!


met yun aft my church, haha.. she went to collect her custom made nails, dint took a pic of it leh.. but its a reali very sweet colour combination. went for chocolate fondue at esplanade! (:
p.s dawn, r u tempted? =p
went to suntec to get smth.. haha.. i brought yun to the arcade! like wth. i dint expect the both of us to be playing inside la..

finally, gotta meet that pei qing xiao jie aft so long! its like, wow.. reali unbelivable that we used to be so dam close in the past la.. so many countless memories we had in the past!
luckily she dint ps me, refused to tell her where we were going n who i was with.. =p
p.s qing, sry ah.. let u waited for so long! =p

suckao

white chocolate! loves. (:

choco. fondue.

there she goes.. =p

me n yun's dinner.. cabana chicken chop.

yes! just us.

(=

BFF! (:

candid shot.

cranberry jucie i suppose?

oh ya!! i would reali like to thank yun, qing and chiam for your precious time. i reali enjoyed my night with you guys! (:

qing: without you, i duno where will we end up.

yun: without you, there will be no laughter.

chiam: you lifted my spirit! (:

(:

caught this ay city hall MRT ?! duno exactly which part la, anywae, was on my way back with ET, from our shopping? more like... window shopping?

haha.. dawn!! its all yr fault la, aft u leave already, i tink i reali gotta take ET as a girl le la!!

anyway, will be pretty looking forward to tmr! (= going to church! yes ah! but i tink i reali gotta learn to be independent already. its like this will be the 1st time im attending church without dawn in s'pore!

its like ive went to maranatha, balistier and thomson! but yes, even if she's not around, i stil can receive her texts la! hiyo ... nvm, ms tan will still be there for me! hehehe..

oh ya.. alright, aft church im meeting yun! n i reali pray hard that everything will just go smoothly, im not gonna ruin her precious off days! (: and she's gonna stay overnight over at yanting's place! (: n n n n ... might be gong down to cabana at ECP, n since Chiam is working tmr, i reali hope i can see him. cos i miss him too. (:

to dawn:

i'll pray for you. pray that u will regret going to US! pray that u will miss MISS TAN, ME, SP, ET, THE SEAHS, SHANICE, MINGSHENG, HONG QI, THOMAS, WILLIE AND WHOEVER you can name la.. haha.. cos i miss you so so so so so soooooooooooo much daooooo.. oh ya.. i just realise something too! i so dam miss that irritating voice of yours can.

smile. (=
haha.. im a so dam a IT idiot la.. was trying to del the programms that i seldom use, in my com,
accidentally deleted my realtek la.. then i was telling jireh, i com went dumb and is not responding me la..
den gotta ask willie for help .. so dam pai seh sia!!!!
walau!! anywae, its done le!

thanks willie..

oh ya! anyone out there who noes, where in singapore they sell, classic musical box, please let me noe can? thanks.

today, im not gonna blog anything abt my darling dawnny. cos i stil cant get over her, im still dam sensitive to her name.
anything mentioned abt her, tears will just flow down, its just uncontrollable.
many wun understand how m i feeling right now.
having a great friend, whom ive loved her with all my heart,
getting her replaced is not easy, and i will never wan to either.
because my heart can onli contain, God, aunty n her.

they're the onli ones who understands me.
no one elses.
not even myself.

exams are just like less den an hour.
gees.. i totally got no mood for anything!
im just feeling so dam lethargic,
life just seems so meaningless,
usually, will workhard and end the paper with full of confidence,
looking forward to meeting dawnny. but this time around, life is totally not gonna be the same
anymore. not anymore.

anyway, thanks a million to everyone out there that night, for giving me their comfort! (=

i hate going to the airport! i hate seeing ppl off! i hate the feeling of sepearation! i hate everything.

trying all means to numb myself from the harsh reality already, and yet, i stil shed tears upon seeing her, leaving the country!

argggghh!!

i hate tears!

the last little group photo.

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the one and only pic.

lotsa misses and loves.