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清明的第一天.

Yesterday me and 妈妈 went down to where daddy is resting today, mum’s motive was because its 清明, whereas for me? haha.. i went there because i missed daddy, and i had to keep mummy accompanied. So yup, went to see daddy and at the same time, mummy made flowers and got this sweet little “from me to you” bear for daddy.

Today, both the flowers are place right at where daddy is today. Its easy to spot this little bear, cos its from my mum. haha!!

here, let the pictures do the talking.

loves.

life sucks.

 

my life is getting not any where better. Seriously. I’m not sure whether the problem lies with me or because the problem exist long ago. OK, put it this way, i’m not gonna put the blame on anyone else, but on myself. I guess, i’m really not handling life well enough. IF today, i’m working, perhaps i will get enough distraction and i will not fall into the hands of “Satan”, and there will be another problem avoided..

However, my brains are not functioning well at all. Trust me. They are literally failing each day. Brain cells dying as minutes pass. If any of you seriously hate/dislike me to the core, its time to take your revenge. You can scold, nag or even bash me into mash potato, i will not have the strength to retaliate. I’m just not myself i guess?

This sucks big time.

I screw up everything.

Relationship,

Friendship,

Family? (no idea)

Anyways, I’m just disgusted by some “close”friend. No name shall be mentioned. But all i can say is you’re a pain in the ass. Why? ask your bloody freaking self, and you’ll know how disgusting you are. To think that i can trust you as a close friend of like 6years? And this is the result i received. Thanks for being such a bastard! Really. I’m so dam Fucking proud to have loved you as my friend!!

Relationship? Not going on smoothly either. Decided to take a break. Yes, I’m not sure what will the outcome be, but i know God has a way out for me. And i will also play my part, to make sure that everything will be fair to you too.. Whether what the outcome maybe, may you have my blessings, and thank you for everything.

Argh… just screw me in the head!! I cant think straight! Dont ask me why. I just cant. Trust me.

 

Yan Ting.

after many days of being depressed over certain matters, I've decided to let it go.

I know deep in me its really hard to let go, but i will start from just smiling, and i will exchange this smiles with laughter, and then gradually i will become a happy girl once again.

Too much unhappiness have been pilling up on me recently,till i could hardly catch a breath for myself.

I guess its time to get over with it and move on with life! No point fretting over such little issues right?

There’s so many happy things to look forward to, so why cope myself under my blankie and refuse to face the world?

Isolating problems is not the solution either, that’s so unlike me. The “me” in the past, will face the music and remove whatever obstacles that are obstructing her way!

Will set off to look for the “yanting” i used to know! who will wana set off with me to search for her, in the woods? haha..

ohhh.. anyways, I’ve gotten 妈妈’s permission to go back to school! Yay!! ok, this is it. I’m going to enroll myself to SAA (Singapore Accountancy Academy), part time course, so i can work full time during the day.

So my plan is: to look for an office job which could provide me like from 8-5? or 9-6? so i can make it for the evening class at 645. This is the distraction i’m in need of.

Time management sets in.

I need time for God, Saturdays! 
Family, any day, any time!

Friends, when i’m not studying, any evening will be fine. ( but not on Fridays)

Yay! I’ve got a new goal to look forward to in life!

6th April- ET’s 21st birthday!

7th April- Honey’s 18th Birthday!

should start working soooon!! i’m need of money for this 2 events..

until then….