got this from bing yuan. (:
thanks.
i guess this is the handphone strap i adore the most.
had one last time, but lost it on the way to vietnam, that morning! (:

a phone which holds a thousand meaning.

call me by my name.

im looking for a place

searching for a face

is anybody here i know

cause nothings going right

and everythings a mess

and no one likes to be alone.

(:

was contented with last night's meet up! im reali very happy! although, the mrnn was a real lousy wan, but thanks to ET, for your encouragement! (:

my day was much better in the aftnn, then it was the best in the evening all the wae till i got home!


met yun aft my church, haha.. she went to collect her custom made nails, dint took a pic of it leh.. but its a reali very sweet colour combination. went for chocolate fondue at esplanade! (:
p.s dawn, r u tempted? =p
went to suntec to get smth.. haha.. i brought yun to the arcade! like wth. i dint expect the both of us to be playing inside la..

finally, gotta meet that pei qing xiao jie aft so long! its like, wow.. reali unbelivable that we used to be so dam close in the past la.. so many countless memories we had in the past!
luckily she dint ps me, refused to tell her where we were going n who i was with.. =p
p.s qing, sry ah.. let u waited for so long! =p

suckao

white chocolate! loves. (:

choco. fondue.

there she goes.. =p

me n yun's dinner.. cabana chicken chop.

yes! just us.

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BFF! (:

candid shot.

cranberry jucie i suppose?

oh ya!! i would reali like to thank yun, qing and chiam for your precious time. i reali enjoyed my night with you guys! (:

qing: without you, i duno where will we end up.

yun: without you, there will be no laughter.

chiam: you lifted my spirit! (:

(:

caught this ay city hall MRT ?! duno exactly which part la, anywae, was on my way back with ET, from our shopping? more like... window shopping?

haha.. dawn!! its all yr fault la, aft u leave already, i tink i reali gotta take ET as a girl le la!!

anyway, will be pretty looking forward to tmr! (= going to church! yes ah! but i tink i reali gotta learn to be independent already. its like this will be the 1st time im attending church without dawn in s'pore!

its like ive went to maranatha, balistier and thomson! but yes, even if she's not around, i stil can receive her texts la! hiyo ... nvm, ms tan will still be there for me! hehehe..

oh ya.. alright, aft church im meeting yun! n i reali pray hard that everything will just go smoothly, im not gonna ruin her precious off days! (: and she's gonna stay overnight over at yanting's place! (: n n n n ... might be gong down to cabana at ECP, n since Chiam is working tmr, i reali hope i can see him. cos i miss him too. (:

to dawn:

i'll pray for you. pray that u will regret going to US! pray that u will miss MISS TAN, ME, SP, ET, THE SEAHS, SHANICE, MINGSHENG, HONG QI, THOMAS, WILLIE AND WHOEVER you can name la.. haha.. cos i miss you so so so so so soooooooooooo much daooooo.. oh ya.. i just realise something too! i so dam miss that irritating voice of yours can.

smile. (=
haha.. im a so dam a IT idiot la.. was trying to del the programms that i seldom use, in my com,
accidentally deleted my realtek la.. then i was telling jireh, i com went dumb and is not responding me la..
den gotta ask willie for help .. so dam pai seh sia!!!!
walau!! anywae, its done le!

thanks willie..

oh ya! anyone out there who noes, where in singapore they sell, classic musical box, please let me noe can? thanks.

today, im not gonna blog anything abt my darling dawnny. cos i stil cant get over her, im still dam sensitive to her name.
anything mentioned abt her, tears will just flow down, its just uncontrollable.
many wun understand how m i feeling right now.
having a great friend, whom ive loved her with all my heart,
getting her replaced is not easy, and i will never wan to either.
because my heart can onli contain, God, aunty n her.

they're the onli ones who understands me.
no one elses.
not even myself.

exams are just like less den an hour.
gees.. i totally got no mood for anything!
im just feeling so dam lethargic,
life just seems so meaningless,
usually, will workhard and end the paper with full of confidence,
looking forward to meeting dawnny. but this time around, life is totally not gonna be the same
anymore. not anymore.

anyway, thanks a million to everyone out there that night, for giving me their comfort! (=

i hate going to the airport! i hate seeing ppl off! i hate the feeling of sepearation! i hate everything.

trying all means to numb myself from the harsh reality already, and yet, i stil shed tears upon seeing her, leaving the country!

argggghh!!

i hate tears!

the last little group photo.

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the one and only pic.

lotsa misses and loves.