ha! guess what! yanting is learning how to be socialable la!! hmm.. not a bad thing right?

lala.. just realised that my circle of friends is shrinking due to duno what factors la, but anyway, this is a great time for me to be able to socialise with ppl around me, cos im so dam in it now! (:

just reach home! accompanied qing to the airport to send her boy! waa.. lucky thing is she dint flood the airport leh! but at least she was stronger den me, she cried la, but not as bad as when dawn left, i cried like mad, (though no one knows) had sleepless nights la..

gain like another 1 kg! sobs.. went for supper at JOO SENG. found a supper partner, n she lives so nearby leh! (:

do re mi? lol.

its never easy to bid farewell. (:

our reflection.

the trolleys in T3.

turning in soon! (: lessons at 10 tmr!! die.

night peeps.

just when you thought everything has died down,
when you cant even imagine what the future will turn out.
and its like when you've decided to let it go,
unexpected thing turn up,
and make you like excited once and for all again.
God showed you, showed you the power of His miracle,
that He's in control of any, and everything.
(:
But i guess, its all over,
this excitment in me will die down soon.
No point getting exhilerated over something that cant be revived.
knowing that, its impossible for things to start from where it was,
cos it will always remain at where it ended.
But stil, glad to know that at least there was an awkward smile.
it might happened for a reason,
perhaps its also for nth.

(:


"better never to have met you in my dream than to wake and reach for hands that are not there."
otomo no yakmochi.

it is impossible for someone to know u when u dunno yourself,
if u r happy in living a life,
filling it with insignificant mundane little joys,

then yea, haha!
but i think
'u wan something more
more then wad u have now.

[jireh]

(:

finally, did abit of shopping.

went to bugis with my sis, its like few hours walk, just for a piece of cloth,

but quite contented la.

aft so long, i finally step out to the world to do a little shopping! (:

on our way.

blk 13. (:

any resemblance?

this is not where i live.

the junction.

...

this is where i belong! (:

a place that holds a million n one memories.

hmm.. alright.. this is a note to everyone out there.

i wun be free from fri evening till aft 20th this month! (:

pls do not ask me out,

cos i wun accept any of yr invitation, (cos all my time is given to my cousin n gfs! (: )

unless, its reali something urgent,

otherwise nah ...

dont ever..

thanks.. (:

to qing: girl, stay strong ya? 3weeks will be over soon. c ya on sat evening, n of course our sunday outing with yun! (:

ok .. life is dam bored!! duh..

everyone is like enjoying thier hols, n im like mugging for exams soon!!

y? cos aft monday i guess, it my turn to enjoy! yes ah!

lala chung is coming back to attend her sis's wedding, nnnn,

she's back here earli, which means we can hang out again! (:

which also means that, im seeing nicholas again.

hmm...

n supposedly, to meet alex today for his-so-called-date, n initially he was like, "you dun ps me ah", n now im kena ps by him.. haha. ok la, forgivable, cos he's unwell!!! (:

sunday.

meeting yun n qing again! yay!!!!!

oh ya.. happy advanced b'dae to you, xiao ting! (:

ok.. that's for the upcoming events la..

n guess wat, im reali bored to the max la! dawnny! i wan shopping!! ):

faster get yr ass back here la!!

this is how much i miss you, dawn.

Emily GONG.

muji fetish.

p.s. my complexion is natural de k! no make up, no editing! thanks to my parents genes.! (:

random thought.....





at times im really afraid of losing you,
but there's nothing i could do to stop you from leaving,
though my heart is tied to yours, but never once yours were.

i guess, everyone will changed,
yes, its only wether for the good or bad.
perhaps, i might be sensitive to how you look at me,
but i can't help it.
you played a part in changing me,
the person who retaliates n rebel more then i did,
self-inflicted wounds would appear/ occur more often.
each time, when i set the blade at my wrist,
the urge for me to cut it deeper is stronger then before.

i cant possibly be what i was in the past,
cried myself to sleep,
acted strong each time unpleasant things happened,
kept stuffs to myself so as to not sound the alarm,
and got ppl (who are concerned abt me) worried.

yanting is no longer what im used to be,
i cant/wouldn't put up with anyone that is coming against me,
i wun hesitate to react any moment, if u step on my tail.
never ever think of controlling me either,
cos im not yr pet! u're nobody to control me.
i do what im happy with and comfortable.
take it or leave it.
hate me or love me.
its a choice of yours.

walau!! i guess nobody can belive wat i just did! because i cant belive it either!! waaa...
aft sch i was like, i wana cut my hair, n like the next moment, i went to cut la!!



then.......



it turned to be like.......................................................................................................................................................................................


duno wat ah siao la!! (:



p.s. pls be mentally prepared before scrolling down!!

the new yanting!! =p