at times, life is just so contradicting.

whenever you're hoping for a thing to happen so much,

that you're even willing to exchange it with your life,

it just simply wouldnt happen.

and just, when you thought that, let nature take its course,

it all happens, and one is not prepared.

not preapred for any obstacles, that will come into the way!

afraid that, it might just be an harsh action,

which one will make at a point of time,

without being able to contemplate it,

though actually, that party wished that,

it could happen at the appropriate timing! (:

MC.




i did a bad bad thing today. i took mc. and its smth which im kinda forced to? haha.. i was too exhausted from working full shifts and studying at the same time.and at any time of the day if i could sleep, most probably i may just slip into coma like maybe for days? gotta get up at 8 in the mrnn and onli can get to rest like 2am? arghh.. life at this moment reali is tough man! but i guess theres no other way out besides, working and studying at the same time.





anyway, i had ample of rest this mrnn. i slpt till like almost 1, and dad fetch me to school. school ended like at 6? met bestfriend for dinner and Thai express. wanted to catch a movie, but come to think of it, its like despite the busy schdule of mine, it seems like i've managed to watch all the movies showing in the theatres. i mean, of course leaving out the cartoons and R21, other then that, ive watched all!




another thing that im actually contemplating on, is to whether, i should get my hair cut till like shoulder length or prolly slightly longer, or to get my hair permed? or..... leave it as it is? any suggestions?

tiring month!

everyday is gonna be the same for me! everyday mrnn gotta report to work by 945 and leave for sch at 130. lesson starts at 2 to 6, and i gotta be back at the boutique at 630, and work till 10.
but good thing is that im seriously looking forward to thurs! its my off! (: another day to rest, but i'll be having lessons frm 2 to 6, and im meeting my girl. shopping? chilling? whatever it can be, i just need a break, im seriously like a walking zombie that sleeps less den like 4 hours a day and working for the next 12? hours? i dont know!

haha.. all i know is that im pretty looking forward to 14th! cos itss..........
and im also looking forward to the 20th! cos its dawn's return!
and that goes without saying! im looking forward to the 25th! cos its x'mas and im earning double pay again! (:

and im looking forward to thurs.. im meeting my girl.. cos im gonna go shopping esp x'mas gifts for everybody i love! (: santa claus is coming to town! hohohohoh!

tmr's school's re-open. to be exact, its the 2nd day of school, but its the 1st day that im attending this module of mine. so i'll be busy busy busy everyday! oh.. and the below pictures are the pictures of my cute little niece.. cute right ?

x'mas is just around yeah? and i guess everyone is rushing to get thier last min shopping or even at this point of time, still cracking their heads hard to think of what to get? haha..
hmm..
here's a great idea! if u're some stictch lover or even mario or Hello kitty lover, this recommendation is a great one.

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here are some stuffs that she has..

have not been blogging for the past few days and will not be blogging for the next few days, till i probably get an off day.
its been the 2nd day since i started work, and the feeling is real sucky! the placed is so packed, that i could hardly take a breathe. things i do, i do what i see. i dont remeber any customers, or whom ive talked to. its just too many ppl, and im exhausted.

anyway, those who are dying to get themselves Gucci stuff, i think this is the best time for you to drop by Gucci outlet, either at Paragon or Taka.
frm 2nd to 5th dec, those who are taka card holders are entitled to another 10% on top of the 30%! good deal?
so drop by to take a look .. but prepare to wait for at least half an hour to get in ah.. (:

the feeling is back.
its haunting me right at this moment!
i feel so complacent about the things that is revolving around me.
i cant feel anything.
i just feel so numb.
i'm not sure whether this is a good or bad feeling.
but what im sure about is, i feel safe and secured, inside me.
so it might be a good thing for now.