day 1.

family portrait. (:

 

  

 

lunching at Haig road.

me and mummy.

 

the sisters of 4.

guan yi and yanyi.

 

 

guan yi and daddy.

our dinner over at my lovely granny’s place.

all times favorite cousin is back!

 

 

 

 

 

 

museum?

 

 

Day 2.

2nd day of the mrnn was another nice one. had our brunch, at Haig Road, my grandparents place, den we headed home for preparation of our food for our chalet at Safra, SNRCC.

this picture just got the so called "artistic" look sia..

there we are, on our way to safra..

this is the main lobby.

creativity?

happy new year to everyone out there! (: i guess this is the day that i’m looking forward to! family gathering and hohoh… of course, house visiting! which also means there’s extra income! (:

but sad to say, its also the last day of work at Gucci le.. but managed to took a last group pic with them!

the unglam shot! (:

after work was about 6? went over the my grandma’s place for reunion dinner!!!! woohoo!! (:

my honey!

the dining area. it was still early though, that’s why its not packed yet.

she just got up.. heheh

my cousin.

that’s all! cos i went for dinner, and after dinner i fell aslp le.. so dam tired! (:

so now i know how it all works within a family, hur?

guess, its just my luck of the day that i’m in a down foul luck, that everything that was suppose to be right, turned out otherwise.

i seem to be blinded by the problem that is bothering me in this life of mine? am i total failure or is it that i just don’t know the appetites of the people i should “feed”, thus getting myself in a lose-lose situation and that seems like, i’m always in the losing side of the game.

i know myself well,

i don’t go round curry flavoring others and hoping for a advantages or benefits in return.

i help as much as i want to, and not i need too!

but it seems like, my kindness are always taken granted of, and that applies to even the intimate people around me!

favoritism? jealousy? and what else can i add on to the list?

my cousin once made a statement, and i dint understand till, only recently.

i finally understood how she felt, being at the losing point, there’s no one that she can to, but to swallow whatever that is brewing up in her, alone.The anger, sadness, jealousy, and most of all, the agony that one can understand the sufferings. best part? there’s no one to turn to for solution! not even the closest person that she can confide to.

and all that applies to my current situation, at this very moment. the person, whom i can confide in, isn't in any sight. leaving out the others.

thanks for all these farking shit, that i gotta put up with in this rotten life!! im more then grateful to carry on this life and take in more rotten shit!