trying as much as i could to numb myself, evading the truth that she's leaving. Its a harsh reality to accept that someone whom u totally relied on for the past 4 yrs is leaving.
Relied, meaning, someone whom i can pour out my soul to, a shoulder whom i know that i can lean on whenever im weary, a person who totally understands me frm the inside out, a person whom i can place right aft God. Knowing exactly what i need and want, giving advices to direct my life, and a bitchy gf that cant be replaced.

Though, we promised not to shed any tears, because she's gonna leave happily and be back sooooon (4 months??!!!), but still, we know that deep inside its agonizing to hold back the many tears, to maintain the smile on our faces.

but dawnny, we'll still keep the bond till u get yr smelly ass back here in SINGAPORE! and after that you'll stil be leaving again!

contented to have her in me! (:

let time remain like where it is.

its never easy, to let go of a person that has entered your life and has played a part in your life too.
trying hard to fight back the tears of the hard reality is not that simple, knowing that she's leaving u and your life for 9months. theres no words to describe how painful my heart is at the moment.its as though, a heavy rock is pressed down against my heart, hardly able to breathe.
1st, was aunty, another person whom i relied on, she's gone.
now is dawn, who will be next?!
but perhaps, God has His reasons for taking them awy.Whatever reasons He has, i got no idea.
but for wat i know that, He has bestowed me with the greatest girlfriends i've ever had, the ones that will never be forgotten.
thanks for being there, listening to my craps dawnny. and i know that, whatever it is, we stil have webcam to keep in touch! (:

attended 316 concert last evening at church! (:
it was reali a wonderful one.
pics taken, but in a dam lousy quality, forgot to bring my cam out last night.


p.s. sry, jireh... if in future u wan me to take pics, get me a better cam. hahah!

it took them, 1,

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finally! (=

cam-whoring

dawn n hong qi.

shanice and dawn! (=

dawn and jireh

dawn nearly killed jireh!

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my bitchy gf! (:

10.08.08 night.