beats me. i got no idea what i want either.at times, life gets so complicated.
yes, this time around im taking a risk, not a chance. I have got no idea about what will happen tomorrow, or even the day aft next. ive got no confidence at all. and this time round, if i fall, i know its gonna be terrible. extremely! i got no idea what will happen.
all these while, im just trying hard to numb myself, by all means. i cant afford to make a mistake and fall. (maybe perhaps during dec i can la! )

guess what, dawn? i went to church all by myself today. i sat by myself and went thru some agonizing pain in me..

was perspiring cold sweat through out the whole entire thing, praying hard that Ps John Tan will end early, though the santuary wasnt cold at all!

all bcos i woke up dam late to even realise that i was sick till i sat in the santuary.

miss tan wasnt here was because she wasnt feeling well. if i noe im not feeling well, then i shouldnt had turn up in church all alone. just going to church n returning home, i spent like $25 on cab fare?

anyway, guess wat? finally..... aft sssssssssssssooooooooooooo long of waiting! like bout 6 months? my ipod finally arrived! yeah, ok. i'll take that as my 2nd advanced b'dae pressie from my uncle. 1st was from dawnny! (: both pressies are from the states.. lalalalala...

thanks thanks! =p

my package! (:

takes a peep...

i've waited for this long!

i love this card.

yanting's (:

and yes! im meeting the girls tmr! which means im gonna have cam-whoring session again! love u all to the max! (:

the memories that i had,

the enjoyable moments,

the difficulties that we went thru,

will be held dearly in me.

thanks for the many chances,

you had given me.

ok.. i guess i just flung my POM paper! utterly disappointed with myself la, such an easy paper, yet i farking screwed the entire thing! like wth... endless nights, preparing for the onli q the i gotta tackle, n turn out to be like.. gees..

the question goes like this ... name the steps for effective planning.
there was 8 steps and i onli managed to recall like 3 steps? LOL..
anywae, ya, whats done is done, i just have to hope and pray lo.
but i'll be looking forward to ACCOUNTS! (:

sun is down soon! its sabbath! (:

i've decided that being happy isn't a blessing

right. its already 19th, the 11th hour! n guess what, im suppose to stay up to mug! but it turns out to be... hmmm.. blogging? online? duh.. i just cant get stuff into my brains la. its already full filled with dont know what rubbish! anyway, ya, just pray hard and wish me good luck la huh..

"There is no pain equal to that which two lovers can inflict on one another. This should be made clear to all who contemplate such a union. The avoidance of this pain is the beginning of wisdom, for it is strong enough to contaminate the rest of our lives."
Cyril Connolly