at this time, i'm supposed to be in either school or work. However, lessons ended pretty early, due to self-dismissal. hehe... and instead of going to work, im chilling out at Starbucks, the one just next to paragon, and a street away from taka. To be exact, im just next to HSBC, bank at Park Hotel.

Sometimes, i kinda feel that life is realli very unpredictable.
Today, you may look healthy and fine,
but you'll never know what will you be tommorow.
Yes, you can start to plan what will you be doing tmr, the day after next or even next week,
but have you ever wondered, what if u're strucked by some diesease that can never be cured?
have you ever thought, if someday u're condition is really chronic, and it turns critical, what will you do?
will you blame God, for allowing such matters to happen to your, or to blame your immediate family, for passing down the negative genes to you, and thus causing hereditary sicknessn that is uncurable?
OR.... will you blame yourself for not being able to lead a healthy lifestyle? or even not being able to organise your own resting time, and thus causing stress to arise, which i guess everyone is well-informed of, that stress leads to the most dangersous sickness, cancer.

i know how difficult, it is to undergo chemotheraphy, radio-theraphy, large amount of drugs intaken, cos i've personally witness one, myself. dont bother to find out who the person is.
the message that i want to get across to all the readers, reading this post, is that, life is precious. And yes, although, God is in total control of our life, and theres no way out, if God wants it to happen, but still, do cherish every sec, minutes or even, days, hours, etc. to sum up, just cherish whatever is being bestowed for you.
Never ask for more then what you have, be contented for what you had.
Basic infrastructures; like food and accomodation,
we, as lucky Singaporeans, are still being able to witness the luxurious life we have over in this island, but have you ever think twice, that every time we complain about something, the other side of the world, people living in the rural areas, like, south africa, dont even have the chance to complain, or even whine about whatS in thier bowl OR even drinking water.

and, yes, thats why i thank God for what has been given unto me. My darkest day is nothing compared to the people at south africa!

AND... GUESS WHO'S BACK!!!!

what does it feel to be insecured deep down inside?
and how am i suppose to respond to feeling insecured?
why am i feeling so insecured?
is it you that made me feel what m i feeling?
or, its just me, that is being too sensitive?
i don't know.
but all i know is that, i'm trying my best,
and i guess you've not noticed it?

hope i'm not imagining things that eventually will turn out to be a reality instead of a nightmare!

its a wedenesday already! (:
pretty looking forward to this day, cos its my off day! but at the same time, i'm gonna lose my bestfriend to the society already.
anyway, quick updates!

-i managed to get a staff which i wouldnt be revealing his name, frm Bottega to get his friend to help me get my Agnes b bag, its a bag that i long wanted, and finally ive made up my mind to whether im getting it ant. haha.. the best part is, is getting it at the price of $105 instead of $175!

- still, cracking my nuthead to what pressies i can get for my loved ones for x'mas! top on my list, will the people like bestfriend, dawnny, yun, qing? thats top priority la, if there are more to list den ... eh... see how la..

my life is mine.
nobody is allowed to control it.
i control my life,
and nobody is gonna order me around to whom i want to be with.
and if there's a person whom is gonna control my life, it will be God.
i placed my trust on someone whom i can trust,
and that's because he/she is my friend.
BUT, someday, IF, the trust that i've given upon is broken,
i'm sorry, i can't see you as a friend.
yes, i am selfish, but,who is not?
i jolly well know that i'm thinking straight,
straight, means common sense.
i understand that, at times some human skulls are just to thick to drill, common sense in,
i dont blame them.
but i hope that, someday, sense itself will find its way into that person's brain.

happy birthday my senior biatch, (Tania)!

yesterday's a tiring but fun! (: slpt less then 4 hours the previous night, went to caught the movie, the day the earth stood still or smth? gees, it was so dam long winded plus, i dont see anything exciting or climax in this movie.

anyway, for today, i started work at 930, ended like 8 plus? yeah! OT for an hour plus.. hehe.. yup, den went over to Four Seasons Park for Tania's 21st b'day celebration with the Gucci group..

Joyce, Lionel, Charine, Yan Ting

Gucci Group.

Lionel.

The b'day girl! (:

blacks.

trying to be as volk as possible ?




joyce, me and charine! (:

cute niece.

i just happened to be browsing ppl's friendster's profile, out of boredom, happened to pass my cousin's wife, and this is what i found! pictures of my niece! (: