happy new year to everyone out there! (: i guess this is the day that i’m looking forward to! family gathering and hohoh… of course, house visiting! which also means there’s extra income! (:

but sad to say, its also the last day of work at Gucci le.. but managed to took a last group pic with them!

the unglam shot! (:

after work was about 6? went over the my grandma’s place for reunion dinner!!!! woohoo!! (:

my honey!

the dining area. it was still early though, that’s why its not packed yet.

she just got up.. heheh

my cousin.

that’s all! cos i went for dinner, and after dinner i fell aslp le.. so dam tired! (:

so now i know how it all works within a family, hur?

guess, its just my luck of the day that i’m in a down foul luck, that everything that was suppose to be right, turned out otherwise.

i seem to be blinded by the problem that is bothering me in this life of mine? am i total failure or is it that i just don’t know the appetites of the people i should “feed”, thus getting myself in a lose-lose situation and that seems like, i’m always in the losing side of the game.

i know myself well,

i don’t go round curry flavoring others and hoping for a advantages or benefits in return.

i help as much as i want to, and not i need too!

but it seems like, my kindness are always taken granted of, and that applies to even the intimate people around me!

favoritism? jealousy? and what else can i add on to the list?

my cousin once made a statement, and i dint understand till, only recently.

i finally understood how she felt, being at the losing point, there’s no one that she can to, but to swallow whatever that is brewing up in her, alone.The anger, sadness, jealousy, and most of all, the agony that one can understand the sufferings. best part? there’s no one to turn to for solution! not even the closest person that she can confide to.

and all that applies to my current situation, at this very moment. the person, whom i can confide in, isn't in any sight. leaving out the others.

thanks for all these farking shit, that i gotta put up with in this rotten life!! im more then grateful to carry on this life and take in more rotten shit!

kk.. i'm feeling so uncomfortable! guess, cos im sick? that's why.
Virus spreading thru the boutique and colleagues are getting sick! like, sorethoart, cough, and flu! that goes without saying, FEVER!

anyhow, i got an off right at this day, and its a blessing to have a off on sat, esp right before new year huh! cos i dint managed to get my stuff done for new year. no new year clothes, shoes and stuff! os i went to get my hair curled this evening! ok la, kinda expected to be like what it was, but my mum dint like it! its still straight though, and she said looks like some dried up grass that has been chopped off by the gardener. haha!

i hope everything will go well as a new year approaches! of course, not gonna wish for smth bad to happen, though it always seems like it does!

 

 

Chinese Cinderella is a real nice book. i shed tons of tears upon reading this book. at times, it also mirrored the times where i sympathized myself for being a failure in accomplishing some matters. its so nice that, i took less then 24 hours to complete this book! (: the author has also pen down the thoughts and the unfair world that is being given to her, and there's no way that she can rebel, for she was only a small little child at the age of like 4 onwards??? hmmm .. its a nice book!

 

memoirs of a geisha is introduced by Tania, she said this book was nice, so i got it even before i finished the Chinese Cinderella.. I'm half way there, this book is also a quite sad book that actually tells the past life of a geisha and how she received ill-treatment when she and her sis was being sold to being a Geisha, at Kyoto. For 2 years, she did nth but being a maid of the geishas in the house. miracle happened, and at the end of the day, she became one of the top Geisha in Japan, Kyoto.

 

just received this book this morning in church. i guess, this book was passed to me as dawn instructed et to.. haha.. anyway, dawwny, i'll start my eyes on this book as soon as i'm down with the Geisha Book thingy! (: still contemplating on whether should i go to KL with mingus ! its a great idea though, but financially abit strained! haha.

 

 

 

wei xiang's 21st!

ya, posted this like after 3days? anyway, had a mini-gathering at Fosters for wei xiang's birthday! i guess its beem like a yr since we met up. i like this small small occasions sia, its like, i can always get to meet up friends who practically went MIA for years? haha...
anyway, i got lots of 21st birthday party to attend to! (:

cos im Turning 21 this year, myself! (: