haha.. yanting is officially jobless today! sobs..!! i cant divert my sadness to other things le la!
walau... anywae, time reali flies la.. today is already the 1st!
an older chapter of my life has just ended, and a new is beginning!
guess, its time for me to b strong and let the past die behind and start anew! (=
well, i sometimes reali dun understand, its either ppl out there trying to act blur or trying to shove their responsibilty so they wun feel guilty? anywae, i reali duno also la huh..
last 3 nights was pretty depressing wan, i guess, its over someone again la, sometimes, emotional stress is pretty difficult to control and understand. but somehow this smart ass of me, dis something dat night, and miraculousy and it made me "stronger" ... i guess he's totally oblivious to the hurts that i had during that week, but himself. gees!
p.s. pics have been removed to avoid questionings.
put it this way la, its not "stronger" la, somehow it made me realised that it was all God's will. Ive been holding back my feelings for so long, not wanting to admit dat ive fallen for him, and just when the day i decided to admit and accept the fact dat ive fallen for him, God carried out his plan, and that made me realise that im just " too good" for him. I guess, its because im sturborn and wun accept things dat i dun like la.. ya.. and that's how it ended up like that.
yanting will be fine! (=
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