ok.. im really sick of this world. geees.. just when i tot everything was going smoothly in life, God changed it. all the fairytales became nightmare. all the happiest moments turn out to be the most agonising period in life.
just when i thought, im almost there to changing my farking bitchy character of mine, just when i put down the shield all these while to protect myself from all the hurts and tormentations, someone came into me and knocked me down hard. and this time im really feeling so helpless and i cant even defend for myself.
you said yay, u're feeling much relieved after telling me those words, yes! of course you do, cos you don't know what am i feeling deep inside me. the shit that im taking and ive stil gotta put a smile across my face and say its alright when im actually not alright!!!
why must it be this way?! i hate this... but i cant be selfish too! friendship comes 1st! (:
this i understand. sorry to put you in the spot darling. i shouldnt be there in the 1st place.. but still, thank you for everything that you've given me.
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