love or lust?
hmm.. the world is just getting so complexed nowadays. even love or lust cant be differentiated properly. i guess, thats the world today.
at times, its just so insecure to believe what is he/her up to. recently i saw an article in the papers that actually says that the rate of adultery is increasing is because of we, women. until now, i still dont totally agree to what it says, though, PERHAPS, because the majority percentage of women cant find their sense of security in their man ? thus, they went "hunting" for another person who are able to provide them with the love and security they're longing for.
sometimes, to even begin a relationship is so dam exhuasting, i guess, its because of the past experience and the broken down relationship that my friends had, it really freaks me off, though, i seriously wana settle down for a permanent relationship, and just bury my heart in the other person's heart, but im just too protective of myself?
last night, i was talking to armyboy, he told me that, somehow, he had his 1st quarrel with his ex gf, of a past 3 years realtionship, and that was a real "boom" and he seldom quarrel, cos to him, each day is a new day.
i want to have that mindset too! but i cant.
im a person who really thinks alot!
so much so, thats why im blogging abt dont-know-what-rubbish post now!
anyway, its another day! no more of such saddenning stuff le! (:
oh, and btw thanks to ah how! ( you know why, so dont ask me why)...
at times, its just so insecure to believe what is he/her up to. recently i saw an article in the papers that actually says that the rate of adultery is increasing is because of we, women. until now, i still dont totally agree to what it says, though, PERHAPS, because the majority percentage of women cant find their sense of security in their man ? thus, they went "hunting" for another person who are able to provide them with the love and security they're longing for.
sometimes, to even begin a relationship is so dam exhuasting, i guess, its because of the past experience and the broken down relationship that my friends had, it really freaks me off, though, i seriously wana settle down for a permanent relationship, and just bury my heart in the other person's heart, but im just too protective of myself?
last night, i was talking to armyboy, he told me that, somehow, he had his 1st quarrel with his ex gf, of a past 3 years realtionship, and that was a real "boom" and he seldom quarrel, cos to him, each day is a new day.
i want to have that mindset too! but i cant.
im a person who really thinks alot!
so much so, thats why im blogging abt dont-know-what-rubbish post now!
anyway, its another day! no more of such saddenning stuff le! (:
oh, and btw thanks to ah how! ( you know why, so dont ask me why)...
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