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Mental Blockage.

 

my blog will be pretty dead for a while.

writer’s block, perhaps?

but one thing for sure, i’m still trapped in a depression state. trust me.

PMS has been with me lately.

Work sucks. wanting a transfer out of my current branch to another. i got a freaking CB manager who really CMI (cannot make it). He doesn’t have any potential to be one.

a senior who thinks he’s super great. but for sure, he sucks.

have not been talking to my dad for about a week or 2. no subject to talk about. or should i say, there’s nothing to talk much about.

 

me:

once i’ve seen the ugly side of you, even for a moment, i cannot pretend that i’ve never seen it anywhere before. the fact can’t be denied. i can’t forget it, neither can i let it go, if you treat me the ugly way this time, and good the other time, i won’t buy your story. sorry. i can’t look into your eye and pretend that nothing has ever happened.

that’s me.take it or leave.i’ve learnt to treat people the way they treat me. i think this is fair, if you want the respect, earn it, its the same way, if you want others to spare a thought for you, like wise spare a thought for others too. Its a two-way thing, give and take. Isn’t that simple?

 

good night world! (:

at least i started my 1st night at work well,

found my aim to work hard and get transferred to kovan.

its gonna be so much better then where i am now.

its a lousy place.