went ikea after dinner bout 8 plus 9, with my 2 meis, and goose. Hmm, was really trying to sort out my mind, trying to push everything back to the back of my brains. I just cant make it. I’m really at a confuse state. Sometimes people just don’t understand me. All i needed was peace and maybe some advice, some listening ear, a shoulder to lean on and someone to understand what state i’m going thru. Its not easy to go thru all these, alone. And not someone who rant at you, thinking she’s right and i’m wrong. i needed someone to talk me out and not farking shout and start yelling! yes, i may be wrong by not going to work and stuff. But does ANYONE understand how unhappy i am at work?! i may put on a mask as though i’m freaking happy at work, actually i am not. not even little. i am sure even Mingus doesn’t know this. i’m just putting a mask to show them i’m doing fine at work, simply is because i do not want my parents to feel uneasy and worried. All i wanted to do, was lessen their financial burden, and help them to take the load. But i guess it was just my partial thinking after all.
now, after all the damage has done, what else can i do???
p.s: pictures taken with my 2 mp cam. my phone is spoilt.
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