The last few Pictures we managed to take before daddy left us for the 1st and final time.
Going thru these pictures, there’s no way i could hold back those tears,
i’m not sure whether they are tears of joy (as he is no longer suffering) or whether are they tears of sadness ( i miss daddy a lot).
Recently, they are so many things happening in this family,yes it might seem a little complex to us but i know if daddy was around things will be so much easier.
Daddy might not seem what bothered to what we are doing, but i can tell that deep in his heart,
he loves us and he’s super concerned about our daily lives.
Simply because he doesn’t want us to be on the wrong path of life.
I believe every parents love their kids as much as they love themselves, or even they love their kids more then themselves, that they’re willing to go thru every single piece of shit to provide their kids a comfortable life. Isn’t that so ?
Anyways, daddy…… he’s one of the greatest example!! I think the only thing that was holding him back all these years, was us. Yes, his children. I’m 22 this year, and yanqi is only 15. I’m so sure he wants, to see each of us growing up healthily, finding the right partner and of course getting to see his 4 lovely daughters walking down the aisle with her bridegroom and giving birth to his grandchildren.
But, i’m sorry dad, life is not what you’ve expected. Life is just unfair. why of all so many people, it must be you, my dad?!
i hate it! i hate evil things separating me from my love ones. Especially my family. I hate it, if anyone walks into the family, breaking this family up intentionally! And if that person someday exist, I will never forgive that person.
Mummy’s last picture with daddy.
can you see that lovely smile on his face? (:
and daddy’s? He’s ring is left in his little urn
On a lighter side of life……
thanks to Doreen for everything. From rushing down from home to MEH just to get the rings for us.
Being with guan yi thru out the whole thing, it wasn’t easy for her too,
coming down to the wake almost everyday, helping out with my family and of course brought alot of laughter to our home too! (: thanks.
Thanks for being guan yi’s friend ever since her 1st day of primary school, till today!! (:
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